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  • DarkHeart413I wanted to do one thing today and never got to
  • Im in a bad moood
  • I was like that
  • I'm getting better because of you guys
  • 11:07Kariyamasaki12Minna calm down
  • 11:07Gabeharrison49I know sorry you are in a bad mood I would like to help
  • Minna?
  • 11:07DarkHeart413Don't worry about it i just didn't appreciate you playing dumb
  • That's all
  • 11:07Kariyamasaki12Minna = everyone
  • 11:07Gabeharrison49sorry for that
  • I admit that's not like me
  • 11:07DarkHeart413It's fine
  • I just wanted to talk to nikki
  • 11:07Gabeharrison49now if it was Gabe or Vincent...
  • 11:08DarkHeart413That's all i wanted to accomplish today
  • Gabe does it playfully
  • 11:08Gabeharrison49you did talk to her though
  • 11:08DarkHeart413You just outright denied knowing anything
  • I ment on my own
  • 11:08Gabeharrison49oh
  • sorry.
  • 11:08DarkHeart413She blocked pm and i dont want to ask her to unblock it cause i know im an asshole
  • I still want to talk to her though
  • 11:09Gabeharrison49you are not an asshole
  • 11:09DarkHeart413I just don't know how to without causing problems
  • 11:09Gabeharrison49I said that word... dear god...
  • 11:09DarkHeart413If i feel bad about anything i cause problems
  • If i don't i have problems and have no way of dealing on my own
  • 11:09Gabeharrison49Brandon
  • you're still a nice person\
  • 11:10DarkHeart413I don't need to be making people deal with my simple shit
  • 11:10Gabeharrison49you just have some problems
  • but who doesnt
  • 11:10DarkHeart413It's a waste and Idon't like being a burden
  • But I never stop doing it
  • I'm doing it now
  • It's stupid
  • 11:10Gabeharrison49I have problems too Brandon
  • 11:11DarkHeart413I can't talk without being negative...
  • Yes
  • You have significant problems
  • 11:11Gabeharrison49yes
  • 11:11DarkHeart413I'm not important enough to make you all help me
  • 11:11Gabeharrison49I want to help
  • I just don't know how
  • 11:11DarkHeart413None of what i have is near what you deal with
  • 11:12Gabeharrison49that doesn't mean I don't understand you
  • 11:12DarkHeart413And i feel bad for just being another problem you need to fix
  • Kariyamasaki12 is dead. 
  • 11:12Gabeharrison49you aren't a problem
  • 11:12DarkHeart413I want to be able to help you guys
  • 11:12Gabeharrison49and you do
  • at least
  • you try
  • and that's still important
  • 11:13DarkHeart413But I'm useless most of the time as anything but an ear or a way of recording info
  • 11:13Gabeharrison49Brandon...
  • 11:13DarkHeart413See all I'm doing is making you have to deal with this
  • It's not important enough for you to care about
  • 11:14Gabeharrison49I learned something. Everyone is important in this world. Including me and you. Even when it seems to yourself that you are worthless In reality, you are important
  • you just havent realized it yet
  • 11:14DarkHeart413I'm important in few significant ways
  • We are all important
  • To different degrees
  • As are our problems
  • 11:15Gabeharrison49Yes
  • 11:15DarkHeart413My biggest problem is being one to those i care about
  • So just don't worry
  • 11:15Gabeharrison49you try
  • you try
  • 11:15DarkHeart413If i actually need help I'll ask
  • Don't bother trying to help me
  • 11:15Gabeharrison49I just...
  • 11:16DarkHeart413Just be happy i try to help you
  • 11:16Gabeharrison49don't want you to hurt yourself
  • or worse
  • 11:16DarkHeart413And show that you are
  • It's all i need
  • 11:16Gabeharrison49Brandon...
  • 11:16DarkHeart413I need to see I'm not causeing problems
  • 11:16Gabeharrison49you aren't causing problems
  • at all
  • 11:17DarkHeart413Not just for you
  • But for nikki and everyone else...
  • 11:17Gabeharrison49...
  • I understand Gabe kinda fucked up you and Nikki as well as hackers
  • but
  • that doesn't mean she hates you
  • 11:18DarkHeart413it's nice to know you put up with me
  • 11:18Gabeharrison49well I was the same once you know
  • 11:18DarkHeart413I'm glad you aren't bothered
  • 11:18Gabeharrison49Of course I'm not bothered
  • You're my friend
  • 11:18DarkHeart413I just don't want to bother anyone else either
  • 11:18Gabeharrison49I see...
  • I'll try to talk to Nikki about this
  • 11:19DarkHeart413...
  • I've tried
  • I just seem negative and cause more problems
  • It's why she blocks my pm
  • So i stop doing it
  • 11:19Gabeharrison49:/
  • sorry
  • 11:20DarkHeart413So i stop causeing problems when she has shit to deal with
  • It's fine i deserve it
  • I just wish i didn't...
  • 11:20Gabeharrison49no one deserves torture
  • or hate
  • 11:20DarkHeart413It's my punishment for causing trouble for her and everyone else
  • 11:21Gabeharrison49I see
  • 11:21DarkHeart413I'll live...
  • 11:21Gabeharrison49I can't help you... Even if I try...
  • 11:21DarkHeart413So dont
  • 11:21Gabeharrison49just...
  • 11:21DarkHeart413It will only stress you out more
  • 11:21Gabeharrison49be safe okay?
  • *hugs*
  • 11:21DarkHeart413* DarkHeart413 hugs
  • Don't worry
  • 11:22Gabeharrison49Okay
  • 11:22DarkHeart413Im not selfish enough to hurt myself and make others clean up the mess...
  • And harming myself won't make things easier on everyone else...
  • 11:23Gabeharrison49*keeps hugging* just know there are people who do care for you Brandon.
  • 11:23DarkHeart413I could leave but then I'd have no reason not to
  • Nobody would have to care what happens
  • 11:24Gabeharrison49I'd care
  • 11:24DarkHeart413I could just vanish...
  • You would get over it...
  • Nobody cares that much about me...
  • 11:24Gabeharrison49Me? Get over something as important as a friend?
  • Never. I'd still care and worry
  • 11:25DarkHeart413Any time I thought someone did care they just left anyway...
  • 11:25Gabeharrison49has Gabe ever left your side?
  • have I?
  • 11:26DarkHeart413no but it doesn't happen til after i don't expect it anymore,..
  • 11:26Gabeharrison49please
  • Gabe's too much of a friendly guy
  • and I can't forget anything
  • 11:26DarkHeart413If nikki found out about this she would be so mad...
  • I can't hurt her anymore
  • I can't leave
  • I'm here if you guys need me
  • I don't want to make it worse...
  • 11:27Gabeharrison49I need you You're a good person to talk to
  • 11:28DarkHeart413About what?
  • I cant do anything remember?
  • Just drop it
  • I've had enough fights about this already...
  • 11:28Gabeharrison49yet you are a hard person to get to
  • 11:29DarkHeart413I didn't want you to cause a problem with this either...
  • 11:29Gabeharrison49...
  • sorry
  • 11:30DarkHeart413I'm trying to avoid being negative and causeing problems
  • But saying that does exactly that
  • 11:30Gabeharrison49I know...
  • I guess I cause problems too
  • 11:30DarkHeart413You can see my problem
  • You don't try to...
  • 11:30Gabeharrison49yes
  • and neither do you
  • but
  • 11:31DarkHeart413But it's so easy for me even if i don't want to
  • 11:31Gabeharrison49it seems no matter how hard I try to get to you to talk to someone to do something right
  • I always cause problems
  • 11:31DarkHeart413If i talk to anyone
  • I cause problems
  • That's the thing
  • I want to be here for you
  • 11:31Gabeharrison49and you are
  • 11:32DarkHeart413I don't want to tell you my problems
  • You don't need to have them weight you down too...
  • 11:32Gabeharrison49I don't wanna share my problems either but I will if it means making the other feel better about themselves
  • 11:32DarkHeart413...
  • That's not how it works
  • I only feel better if i can fix it or help you feel better about it somehow...
  • 11:33Gabeharrison49you are also you
  • which is fine
  • 11:33DarkHeart413Im so used to people hating what i am
  • So afraid to say anything about myself
  • I have no reason to...
  • 11:34Gabeharrison49...
  • 11:34DarkHeart413Do you have a problem you want help with?
  • If not just ignore me...
  • 11:35Gabeharrison49yes my problem is... you aren't feeling good enough and you need to fix that. for me for you for nikki for your family
  • 11:35DarkHeart413I have a stuffed animal to hug and tell my problems to
  • That's the problem
  • The only way i can feel good
  • 11:35Gabeharrison49I have a pillow and a blood monstor
  • 11:35DarkHeart413Is if you stop caring if i do or not
  • I don't want to give you my problems too
  • I just anger nikki whenever I do...
  • And nobody else can help...
  • 11:36Gabeharrison49you won't anger me though
  • 11:36DarkHeart413Just
  • Stop trying
  • I feel bad you have to put up with this
  • Just stop
  • Tell nikki if you want to
  • 11:37Gabeharrison49well if I'm becoming a source of your pain I can leave
  • 11:37DarkHeart413You aren't
  • I'm becoming yours
  • That's my problem
  • Not you
  • You aren't a problem

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